[05 Aug 2005|03:52pm] [ mood | sick ] well today and last night i was sick and i threw up and that was gros and i have been sitting in my house all day. man! i was gonna go bowling today. well my g'ma came and she bought me choc. milk. and a long john! oooooooo yummmmmm! well im out! love always hannah rene! 1 <3. cut my wrists and blacked my eyes.

[03 Aug 2005|01:02pm] [ mood | frustrated ] im gonna try to stop smoking. because i know that cheerleading is important to me and i like to sing so from noww on i would like to quit this shitty habbit and get on with my life, like a clean slate ya kno? i dont want to lose the great things that i have so im figuring it out that im not gonna throw away my life. im gonna need all the help i can get. show me some love. <3 always hannah rene' 4 <3. cut my wrists and blacked my eyes.

[01 Aug 2005|08:57pm] [ mood | i love this song damit ] omg this weekend was raw. but kinda gay. me n kayla went camping with my mom n dad and my sister and her freind and her freind is such a bitch. but anywho......we went horseback riding and my horses name was ERNIE!!!! and im like in love with horses! but then we went canooing and i thought i was gonna die! and we went to my aunt cindys cabin on higins lake (but shes not really my aunt shes just my moms bf) and her son(my cuz) cam said he liked me and that i was hot and we were on the pontune and he was like lets go skinny dipping and i was like uhhh... maybe idk. but we never did. its kinda wrong cuz were practically cuzins! but not literally. but hes kinda ugly but hes realy funny and hes fun to hang out with but his friend travis is ugly to but he was all over kayla n me but he liked kayla more i think.he was weird.but we went in my camper to play cards and they wanted to play strip poker but we didnt know how so i was like lets pplay strip goldfish!! but we all went to one side of the camper and the camper tipped!!!!! and we tipped it back. and then my dad tried to fix it and glen my uncle is fat and w all sat at the end to tipp it back rite and they broek the bed! so that wasnt my fault! but it was so funny!and my mom was pissed. and cam and travis smoke so we all went down the driveway and smoked and then my aunt cindy got wasted and kayla and travis killed her captin mo and kayla was fucked up! she couldnt walk straight! and they gave us more ciggs and it was raw. ya gotta love the kids. but im out peace!love you guys cut my wrists and blacked my eyes.

[28 Jul 2005|08:38pm] [ mood | giddy ] Well today was pretty sweet. Kayla stayed the night last night and we stayed up until 2 and i had practice at 9! and i was so tired! it was crazy! greg is found. lol. and i was over at my neighbors house plauin bball with kayla me josh n dominuqe and then these kids from "tha hood" came to play and this kid named lil ken ken was all over me n kayla tryin to get with one of us and he took this one kid who we call french frys cell phopne and was like can i get a pic with you and i was like okay and i covered my face a lil so he couldnt be showin everybody. then he was like omg your eyes are so pretty. there like a really pretty blu and i was like thanx (i think) and he was like you n kayla have really pretty hair. and i was like your wierd. and he gave me his number and he wanted mine and kaylas but i said we couldnt have boy calls. (wink wink) and it was wierd. and me n kayla are gonna go camping and go horse back riding. its gonna be raw cuz horses are so bad ass! lol but ill catcha later kids! peace to yall. 1 <3. cut my wrists and blacked my eyes.

weirdo kid [21 Jul 2005|12:54pm] [ mood | tired ] ok ive been hangin out with my cousin and her xboyfriend heard of me and now hes all ubsessed! at the sumer cel i was with my cousin and he came up to me and said r u hannah and i was like yeah whats it to you and he looked me up and down but you could barely see me cuz i was in justins baggy ass hoodie and his hat that was pretty much covering my face! and then he ims me" i love you baby" and im like wtf! i dont even know you! and he goes yes you do and he was like do you lik me and i was like no and he asked me out even when i told him i didnt like him! this kid saw me(barely) and he is already in love with me! and he's short and i dont go out with short people! and my cousin told me i shjould go out with him and i was like this kids so wierd i wouldnt do it for money!!!! anyways this kid is really weird! hey has anyone seen greg? i heard he ran away or something and i miss him! come back gweg!:( 1 <3. cut my wrists and blacked my eyes.

[16 Jul 2005|11:37pm] HEY!!   Its tayler!   I re-did hannah's LJ!   Hope you like it!!   <33  --* 1 <3. cut my wrists and blacked my eyes.

hey kids! [03 Jul 2005|06:56pm] [ mood | crazy ] sorry i havent updated in a while! i have been grounded off of everything for a whole week and then i was ungrounded and i had the phone and friends but my gay dad still wont let me have my computer back! he is so dum! and i cant wait till i am able to get back on! cuz right now i am at my grandmas and im using her computer! lol! and Will broke up with me and i was pissed but shit happends! lol! but i was at my aunt patties and she was haven a party and she had these kids there which was her daughter heather's new boyfriend's kids and this one kid tyler was soooo hot and really nice and we were flirting so bad! even though i hate the name tyler!....well its alright i guess. well im gonna go chow on some foooood!!! peace! cut my wrists and blacked my eyes.

[11 Jun 2005|05:05pm] [ mood | sad ] Will is gonna go to canada next week and im gonna be sad!!!!! i was supposed to be with him today but i couldnt get a hold of him! and im gonna miss him and i hope he is thinking of me when he is gone~ i love will so much there is no words to explain...but there is a few poems that i made to describe how i feel~ SECRETS so many secrets hidden inside. so many secrets to deep to describe. i dont kno where to start. all i know is that ill end up with you inside my heart. thats why i hide all my secrets. i dont know how to tell you no matter how hard i try my feelings grow stronger and stronger without you i would die. but no longer can i hide my feelings deep inside its tearing me apart all the feelings inside my heart. should i trust them or let them pass just like i do to all the rest i dont kno what to do im not sure if this is true is it all in my heart or is it all in my head that i truly do love you. <3always hannah rene' 2 <3. cut my wrists and blacked my eyes.

[08 Jun 2005|09:06pm] [ mood | excited ] it was so fukin hott today! holy shit dude! lol but i had a cheerleading meeting and guess what!~me,sammy,and chealsea houseman got team leaders!! its gonna be fun girls!(: and i went over to kaylas to swim and her pool felt soooo good! and im pissed cuz i cant go over to wills house on friday but its okay cuz ill hang out with him on saturday or sumthing. but then he called me from the church and wanted me to come so i did and he was al sweaty cuz he had been playin the drums there since 430 and i got there at like 615 and i was like damn! but i didnt really care cuz at least i got to see my baby! lol but i cant wait till the fukin last day of school! o yes bitches....its official~this summer is gonna be raw as hell!!!!!! well im out to go write my feelings-and yes,bailea, im gonna write the alphabet! lol peace! 1 <3. cut my wrists and blacked my eyes.

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